Monday, 4 June 2012

To face HARDSHIPS

First time I met her on the road. At once she stroked with me. All the shopping bags in her hands were fallen down. She was in hurry. She collected all the bags quickly. I helped her to collect all the things. She was looking so much confused. She collected her things and step forward quickly. I was just looking at her. When she had gone, I saw her hand bag was there. I picked it and wanted to give her. But she was gone. I found her identity card in her bag. I read her address and decided to go her home to return her bag.

 Next day I reached at her home. I knocked at the door. A little boy came out and asked me, to whom you want to meet? I said to Miss Aneela. He said she is my mother. I asked him to tell his mother about me. After few minutes she came at the door. I gave her the bag. She was so glad to see her bag. She said, I do not know you. I told her, you were stroked with me yesterday. She said I did not remember. She said I am very thanking full to for returning her bag. She offered me a cup of tea. Intentionally I accepted her offer. Then I entered in her house. There was no body accept both of them. She seated me in drawing room. She went to kitchen to make tea.

I asked her son about his father. He said I had never seen my father. I was surprised at his reply. He was so innocent and cute boy. He was busy in playing game. After a while she entered there with two cups of tea. She gave me a cup and sat on the sofa. She was also taking tea. There was much silent and then she started to talk. I am thankful for your kindness. Otherwise who return the things? I said it was my duty to return your.

She was quite young lady of 27 years old. I asked her, when you were got married? She smiled and did not give any answer. She said to her son to go out and play there. Then she said to me, I am not married. I was much surprised at her reply. I asked then that boy? She said he is my real son.

I said if you don’t mind, may ask the fact? She became sad and her eyes were filled with tears. I said sorry to her and said, I did not want to hurt you. She said, no its ok. Actually no body asked me ever about my life. I could not tell the reality of my life to any one. But today you had asked me then I will tell you about me.

She said, I was eighteen years old. I was the student of fsc. I liked my class fellow Aneel so much. We were read together from one class. He was so gentle boy. I liked his behavior. His good attitude and respected nature attracted me more toward him. I had never spoken to him about my love feelings. I wanted he said to me that he like me. But he also had not said. He was so respected to girls, therefore he did not express me his love. But I knew that he also liked me. One day we were sitting in college lawn. I asked to him I want to say something. He said I know what you want to say. Then he saw in my eyes and said he loves me. I was so much glad at his declaration. That was the happiest day of my life because; I had gotten my love without any struggle. He said, he will talk to his parents soon and we will get married. I was agreed with him. He invited me at his home for a party. I accepted his invitation.

In the evening I reached at his home. When I was entered in the house, there was no body there. He welcomed me and took me in his drawing room. I asked about other friend. He said he had arranged that party just for me. I was surprised, he loved me so much and he arranged a party just for me. then he proposed me and gave me a diamond ring. I was so excited at his surprise. Then he gave me a cold drink. I drank it and after a while I felt something wrong was happened with me. I felt a little headache. At that time I saw his changed attitude. He was drinking and laughing loudly. His strange behavior made me confused. But I could not control my self.

Then I wake up, I was in hospital. My family was all there. I could not understand what was happened with me. When I came in senses. I came to know that I had lost everything. My mother told me Aneel had left me at home in very bad condition. He told them I was found him in the bar. He had spoken lie to my family. I was raped by him. But he told lie to my family and went away. Then I was pregnant and mother said to me to abort the child. I was still in shock. I loved him so much and my love was true for him. I thought why he had done with me bad. I did not agree with my mother. I wanted to born my baby because I loved Aneel so much.

Then my father said, if not I agreed with them then I should leave his house. There is no place for me. I requested to my father to give me support against Aneel but he said, he is not ready to be insulted in the world. So I decided to leave the house of my father. Then, I decided to face the hardships of my life alone. I thought I will face the world. I will birth my child. From that day I am living alone. Now my son is nine years old. He had never asked me about his father and I also never told him about that cheap person. Now my life is my son. I faced many problems and pains for him. But I will safe my son from the bad habits. I will teach my son to fight against the wrong to face the hardships of life. He will face the reality of life with strong heart and mind.

When, I listened her story. I thought she is such a strong woman, who faced the very bad circumstances. She was just 27years old but her courage was so much high. I respect her and offered her if any time she need any help she should call me. I will give her any support. But she said; now I had taught to face the hardships alone. I respect her much. I am against those boys who made victim such innocent girls for their bad purpose.

sad story by Qoutes of Ur Heart ;)

Tuesday, 21 February 2012

SAHABAT setia

Coretan kali ini mengenai kawan mahupun sahabat dalam membina 
PERSAHABATAN ...

Aku mengibaratkan KAWAN sebagai tulang belakang melainkan keluarga, siapa yang tiada kawan dan siapa yang membenci kawan ??

Lumrah berkawan kadang-kadang ada terasa manis, dan  kadang-kadang juga terasa pahit heee :)  
Memilih sahabat itu tidak juga, tetapi aku selalu mengharapkan sahabat yang suka melindungi sahabatnya, ingin merasakan dia adalah hiasan diri ini, dan apabila aku dalam kekurangan nafkah, dia suka mencukupi keperluaanku ..

Jika aku "sudah dan belum" menjadi sahabatmu, apabila aku menghulurkan tangan untuk memberi jasa baik atau bantuan, aku lebih suka kamu menerima dengan rasa TERHARU dan rasa bantuanku itu sangat berguna, tetapi tegur menegur disebabkan perkara yang baik tu tidak salah kan ... 

Suka sahabat bila aku meminta sesuatu, dia pasti akan memberi, jika aku diam dia  mula menyapaku dulu dan jika ada kesukaran dan kesedihan yang menimpa aku, dia suka membantu dan meringankan masalah serta menghiburkan aku ...

Yang penting, jika mengetahui sesuatu keburukan tentang diriku, sebagai kawan yang setia akan selalu menutupi keburukan tersebut ... 

"You trust me, and i'll trust you back ok" 














Sunday, 19 February 2012

SINGLE is better

Hi reader :)
Betul ka single is better ?
Heeee apa-apa pun, jom bercerita tentang cinta dan pasangan hoho !

CINTA
Kadang-kadang cinta boleh membuatkan seseorang menjadi bodoh dan dungu hehe, kenapa kah aku berkata begitu ? sebab bila cinta dah berputik memang akan selalu gembira seperti di taman bunga, ayat-ayat  indah pun semua terkeluar, senyum pun kalau boleh sampai ke telinga haha tapi bila dah ditinggalkn baru rasa benci la, sedih la, sakit hati la ... hahaha !
kan padan muka, nyesal pun tiada guna neh huhu

Pengakuan yang jujur di sini ya,
Aku pun penah kecewa sebab ditinggalkan, tapi xpa anggap la semua itu satu pengajaran untuk aku, sebab
kehidupan mesti diteruskan, tak kan mati tanpa cinta seseorang .. cinta kepada ALLAH dan keluarga la yang harus di utamakan ...  ~

PASANGAN 
Selalunya aku tengok masalah berpasangan memang banyak,  tiada kesefahaman dan kepercayaan, tiada kujujuran dan keikhlasan menerima, lebih-lebih lagi bila si GF terasa dikong2 oleh si BF fuh !
paling tak suka neh ...
Memang betul orang selalu cakap, tiada manusia yang sempurna di dunia, dan manusia juga sering melakukan kesilapan, betul kan? heee

Tapi kalau boleh, bila dah kena sekali, serik la secepat mungkin sebelum kena berkali-kali ahaks !

Continue later .......
Have something to do :)

Jom sambung hehehe ~

SERIK, bukan bermaksud takut untuk berpasangan tetapi berhati-hati dalam memilih pasangan haha !
tapi jangan laaa terlalu memilih sangat kan, yang sederhana pun dah cukup lee hihi :)

Alala bercerita tentang cinta dan pasangan ni kan, aku sendiri pun dah tawar hati untuk bercinta haha boleh percaya meh ? heee aku sendiri pun tak pasti, bila-bila sahaja Tuhan boleh bukakan hati aku untuk menerima seseorang yang ikhlas kan ... harap-harap la begitu hmmm yang penting jangan
gelojoh sangat huhu ~

Bukan senang untuk mencari seekor kumbang yang betul-betul setia hanya kepada sekumtum bunga ...

INTRO byme

Assalamualaikum :)
Wow wow wow excited sangat nak aktif semula untuk b'blogger huhu ....
Dah lama neh tak update blog yah, asyik-asyik layan fesbuk 24 jam, kan BEST layan
blog sekali-sekala ahaks !
Ni pun my BFF yg bagi semangat tuk aktif balik hehe, kalau tidak ntah bila lagi la kan ...
Ok ok aku saja nak buat INTRO, test2 la katakan hehehe nanti lain hari aku cakap benda lain plak OK heee ;)

Sebelum berlalu ni, nak gak share-share picture kan ngee ~
Its me yah ! alalala ...


hehe :)



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